December 2010
37 posts
Wish you were here
Don’t you know how badly I wanted to spend new year’s eve with you. But I guess its not working both ways
There I was, lying in your arms. And let me tell you, there was no where else in the world I would rather be. I didn’t want to think of anything else. I didn’t want to do anything else. All i wanted was to be there with you. To lie next to you. To hug you. You looked into my watery eyes, and I looked into yours. You wiped away my tears, I felt so much better instantly. Because...
Its funny how things work out right? Just when you thought you had it all, everything had to go wong. Its like a downward spiral.
Life’s making a fool out of me and this time I fell too hard. Don’t know if I can ever get back up
You don’t know how badly I need you right now.
But you’re not here
Fucking pathetic miserable dog life
Whatever it takes
When I’m with you, I’ll make every second count Cause I miss you whenever you’re not around When I kiss you I’ll still get butterflies Years from now, I’ll make every second count when I’m with you
On New Years Eve, I want you to kiss me at 11:59...
vateva
“You know you really love someone when you don’t hate them for breaking you heart”
“Stop fucking crying you crybaby”
Her bf can wake up earlier to pick her at the airport. Mine doesn’t even bother waking up to send me a text.
I know I shudnt compare like that but it just makes me feel like the least important person in the world.
so tired of waiting
“i wonder if you think of me as much as i think of you
i wonder if you miss me...”
Fucking sad
Why do I feel as tho you don’t even care
When was the last time I actually feel ‘loved’?
Parce que tu es un garçon. Vous ne comprendrez jamais ce que je ressens
“Because it’s always better to not expect anything at all.
Thn to bring...”
“There it goes again. That heavy feeling in your chest when you don’t feel...”
We were supposed to go out. But owells
“You didn’t love her, you just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe, she was just good for your ego, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn’t love her, because you don’t destroy the people you love.”
Gone were the days we would talk on the phone for hours without getting bored, or running out of things to say
Now its just like, I’m so annoying and you just can’t wait to hang up
You never have the time for me. Cos everything else comes before me. Cos I’m your last option.
I’m just not worth your time
December 02
Then: you always made sure i was never unhappy / you would send me sweet messages out of the blue just to make me smile / you were so excited to see me all the time / you would show me how much you care about me / you would tell me how much you missed me after not seeing me for a day / you never fail to make me smile / you never had to wait for me to ask before you say you love me / you made me...
And I wonder if I ever crossed your mind
“You dont know how much i need you here right now, jy :(”
Im never good enough for anyone
November 2010
27 posts
Please stay, dont go
I cant predict what the future holds, but I’ll fight forever to keep you close.
“All any of us wanted, really, was to know that we counted. That someone...”
Because the thing is, you don’t love me as much as I love you